The truth.. *revised*

A little speech, a little thought, a little message, goes a long way in expressing one's feelings. Take away the looks, the smartness, the coolness and things alike but don't take my greatest treasure: LOVE. It could be said that a person is rich when he or she has a lot of friends but what does it count for when there's no real love between them? I've found my true self now.. though it took a while, I seem to understand the will of God for my life now. Could I be referring that I'm staying back in melaka or is it because of the new structuring in the care groups? whichever reason you might think, I'm not of the same thoughts with you. I can say that I've come across all spheres and ages in life and with the knowledge amassed from this sojourn in life, it's high time I straighten my thoughts. I'm known for my extensive thinking but I've come to realise that it's more rewarding to pray in most situations than relying on thoughts. It crosses various areas of my life such as my walk with God, my studies, social life and relationship(s). I wouldn't say I've overcome this case but I'm striving very hard to do so. It goes likewise for you all. In the past, I've been involved in issues and a relationship that turned sour. Looking back at those times, I can only say that God was really "prunning" me for my future which seems to be clearer to me now. I would really like to take the next steps in our "friendship" but something(not someone) seems to be pulling me back (like in d song by Chingy). Could it be that I shouldn't or it isn't the right time? I've no clue to the answers myself. All I'm saying is this: You're one in a million( by Bossom) and deserve to be with the one you trully love.