It's a new season

Merry Christmas to you all.. I'll bet some of you are having a swell time with your families, loved ones and friends... cool!!! I'm having a nice time here as well with friends, friends and more friends. Honestly, I didn't really feel so enthusiastic about christmas becuase it was always a time of reunion of every member in my family and this year, I wouldn't be joining them to celebrate this lovely christmas season... sigh... well, that's the price of pursuing one's future. On the other hand, I realised that I was acting naively because I had forgotten the REAL reason for christmas. It struck me how many of us today have compromised the essence and memory of what Christmas really stands for. It's a memorial day in honour of the birth of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Though it isn't recorded officially that he was born on this day, we as christians celebrate his birth because it has many meanings to us and we wish to honour the birth of the savior who died on the cross for us, mindless of what we had done wrong. That's the kind of person I want to strive to become in life... and I'm already striving for it. It's sad that we're also confronted with our finals coming up shortly after Christmas... what a special xmas gift from our beloved university...*sarcastic*. Well, I've gotta go now.. got some "stuffs" to do before I run out of valuable time. p.s. I'll really miss you!!

Time is short.....

The semester's soon coming to an end and everyone seems to be in the festive mood, though mindful of the final papers that lie ahead of them all.... ME?? I've got a different case... It would seem that as this might be my last semester, I have to enjoy every moment of it to the fullest, with friends, foes and those I care a lot about. I can say that a lot of things have taken place in my life starting from the moment I came to M'sia till now when I seem to be in love... I guess you all might be wondering if that's all there is to the "moments" I'll forever cherish... Well, I'll talk about them for a while more... I'm fortunate to serve with other lovely brothers and sisters in Hope of God and in my respective caregroup(s)... all the trials, temptations and breakthroughs we've all faced TOGETHER are still fresh in my memories.... It's 100% right to say this: Show me your friends and I'll tell you who you are. I really want to thank you all for your care, love and affection towards me.. some of you will always have a place in my heart, even when I'm gone. I accept defeat with the hope that I'll become someone better in life someday...

It's too soon to tell.....

I'm at it again... worrying about how I'll be able to cope with my studies and worse still, my midterm the previous night is nothing to write home about. But that aside, it's well-mannered of me to take the brunt of all these things 'cause it was worth it in the end. I joined my brothers and sisters to attend the yearly Malaysia National Convention, held at Kuching, Sarawak. It's just a flight away from Miri where I spent my last 2 holidays... If only I could stop there and....... just day-dreaming. The convention started on a mild note and I felt bored atimes... but I can't deny that I didn't feel comfortable with the array of Malay songs during P&W... wish it were all English songs but it wasn't to be... sigh... Well, things got pretty sad for me 'cause I had issues with some people, especially someone... whichever way it goes, I sure enjoyed all the memorable memories I had with you... I've not been so keen on talking about the decisions I made earlier but I'm thankful to God that I'm becoming more confident in some of them and just pray that he continues to abide in me. Hope the same goes to all my friends and "fans" out there... hehe... Well, I've got to draw the curtains to this splendid time with you all.... peace n Merry christmas in advance!!!!

Back to the good old times

Yippee!! At last, we were able to resolve the misunderstading between us. I was mostly upset about almost everything that you said and I said as well. I should have been more thoughtful about what I say towards you.... I guess it's better 4 me not to be SO honest.. hehe.. Well, it's also sad that I'm REALLy lonely throughout this semester considering the fact that my brother's no longer with me.. *sobs*... But it'll surely turn out for the best. Oh yea, I just wanna wish a lovely birthday to all the birthday celebrants in December such as Jessica, Abraham, Lete & Pamela. May the grace of God overshadow and keep you up at all times... From the cast and crew here, it's goodbye and have a lovely week... COMMERCIALS NOW!!!!