My hols so far

I wouldn't be in any sense interested in riding a bike or taking a swim in a pool but it so happens that I am... Ironic, right?? Ya, I've been compelled to partake in such sports 'cos I need to be in good shape. ok, the question now is "for what"?? Well, I don't know either. Maybe in time I'll find out. Today, I tried my hands on a bicycle( it's quite large by the way ) and it so happens that I've forgotten the principles of doing so... huh?? Did I just say that?? well, it's true though. It seems that the only thing I seem to have underestimated is the importance of "balance". You know, when we sit down to think about it, say in our lives, studies and relationships, we all need to have a kind of balance. I remember reading an article which argued that a cat is less likely (well, almost impossible) to fall on its back. Reason?? It's because it's got balance. Ok, for the aspect of we humans, we have a reasonable balance with work, studies, fun and other things in life... well, most of us by the way. To me, it goes on to say that we need to find a kind of balance in whatever we're doing 'cos it sure would help us in the nearest future. For me, I think I'll keep on practising with my bicycle for now... cheers!!

So far, so good...

Well, I guess that I must begin by first saying "hi" to all my pals and friends. How's ur holidays so far? Great I hope. Well, I presume that we all are anxious and at the same time scared as we await our finals results.. I must confess that it was rough for me as well but I'll put my trust in God as always. Ohh yea, I almost forgot about my holidays here. Well, it's been NORMAL so far.. that is, nothing special out of the original. It seems that the only thing that's changed around here is ME. I don't know why I just feel like I'm missing a very precious part of me inside. Could it be my friends, my "junk" food, or something entirely different?? Only time would tell. So far, I've not visited anywhere exciting to take lots of photos. I'll make sure to post photos in my next post, k? Well, I've gotta go now. Be sure to take care and have fun throughout the holidays.. From me and the entire crew in Miri, it's Goodbye and keep in touch. Chao!!

Feelings, Emotions & Love

Wow!! It feels kinda cool and exciting to be through with school work and also beginning to enjoy the holidays.. It's been a long stretch of hardwork, determination and guts throughout this receding semester. I've been so down(in spirit) and always managed to surface back-to-earth sort of.. well, it does have to do with my friends, especially my "special" friends... Hey, hope u're not thinking what I think u're thinking about... Nah!! I don't have a "g.f.".. It's ironic to know that we have feelings for someone which is so strong that we stop trying to deny it.. I guess I spent most of my time and thoughts denying how I felt towards someone... U're probably guessing who she is, rite?? Good luck to you in such quest then.. I've come to understand of an already existing phenomenon within us which has high potentials.. It's called FEELINGS. We all can admit, or better still, I can admit that I've had feelings for quite a number of people.. Believe me when I say that it's natural.. I was reading a write-up about feelings... Quite interesting I must admit.. The author theoretically explains about how to channel our thoughts and mind in acquiring our true(positive) desires... A fact for us all to note is that desires are always there within us but they are not always positive. From my point of view, EMOTIONS are an advanced form of our feelings. It's channeled to things, issues, people or thoughts that are of high importance to us.. It could also be the driving force within us that enables us to defy all odds and stand strong. It only depends on what we channel it to, either positively or negatively.. I prefer the former to the latter, how about you all?? When our emotions are very strong and channeled to a specific thing, it transforms into what we know as LOVE. I must confess that love is something so precious to me and I guess it's the same for others... I've always had that notion that Love defines our ability to care for others and it truely depends on how we are able to express it in its true and pure form... It's hardly deniable that love can be polluted to become an "obsession" or what's known as "phobia". I've been tested by it a million times but I cannot boast of how many times I managed to come through... I could say more about all these but I would stray away from the sole reason of talking about it.. Sigh.... All I want to say is this: True love is something worth fighting for and too precious to be given up so easily. When we find it, it doesn't just touch our hearts but also our souls. Well, I'm off to sleep... All the best to my friends still preparing for their fianls... Take care and do keep in touch.. Chao!!